It is very pleasing, yes...I don't really find it frightening but, I may not be able to feel that, anymore.

[She looks down at her hands, fiddling a little with the gloves.]

I guess I can understand, though. It's the same for a lot of us...those who have fought in wars don't usually want anymore wars. Or they want them all the time forever...there doesn't seem to be much in between.